tagged!

Rules:
1. Do tag and answer all the questions on your own blog.
2. Delete question no.20 and add one of your questions instead.
3. Tag 8 victims to do this Tag. Questions: clear??!!

1.What was your dream when you were a small kid?
eh. i can't answer this question; not ten years ago, and definitely not now. i suck at life. boo.

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
i can't name one thing, because to be honest, the littlest things make my heart fill with glee. for example: sharing inside jokes, laughing uncontrollably at public places and not really caring what other people may think, the snazzy things my twelve going on thirteen sister says, unexpected e-mails, days when it drizzles, spotting rainbows, being around people who i'm comfortable with. and the word 'et cetra'.

3.What do you wish to have right now?
peace of mind, probably. damn you spm! stop it, already, dammit.

4. When was the last time you Horse laughed?
um. at shakey's with aisyah and rachel a few days back. for some weird reason, we always go crazy there. aisyah has a theory that they spike the ingredients of the pizza. it isn't as far-fetched as it seems, really.

5. What did you realize recently?
i need to pee.

6. Which bad habit of you that is most unacceptable?
unacceptable to who? okay, okay. i think probably my habit of procrastinating. it's gotten to a level where it's really bad. like, i procrastinating cooking the rice even though i'm hungry because i. can't. move.

7. When you are unhappy, what will you do?
listen to explosions in the sky. or something more happy-ish, if i feel like it. and other times, i clean. it's the weirdest thing, cleaning. but it gives me a sense of fulfillment. oh, yes, and i eat. chocolate makes people happy, it's a known fact.

8. What are you afraid of losing?
my loved ones. and my sanity. and my better judgment. my, my, my; i'm so goddamned selfish, ugh.

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
figure out what i want to do with my life. and to stop being so awkward around strangers.

10. When you met someone you like, will you confess or hide your feelings?
*hides in corner*

11. List out 3 kind of peoples you hate the most.
I; hi, so-and-so is my favourite band but the only song i've heard by them is the one from the radio.
II; annoying people in general
(that’s all I can think of. I’m nice on the inside, see?)

12. Define Loneliness.
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13. Are you satisfied with your life now?
somewhat.

14. When is the most recent time you felt touched?
last night.

15. Where is the most beautiful place that you've visited?
nusa dua beach, bali. blissblissbliss. the sand on the beach was fine and slipped through our fingers when my sister and i tried to build sand sculptures, so we wrote on the sand instead. i wish i could remember what it wrote, because it would make a lovely story. but anyway. the water was clear and i could see my feet from above. i remember seeing my parents laughing in the water while my sister and i were on the beach because my dad was trying to teach my mum how to float. :)

16. A song that is playing in your mind recently?
no. i can’t really have a song playing in my mind while i’m listening to music. but i’ve been listening to the across the universe OST a lot lately. i find it unnecessarily amusing that the original version of 'i've just seen a face' sounds so utterly depressing when compared to the remake in the movie. i thought the remake was better because it was happy and sunshiny and a song for falling in love. WHAT has this got to do with the question? my attention span is obviously shrinking by the second.

17. If you have a wish come true, what is it?
to be able to leave a meaningful mark on the world. ooh, big dreams! but really, if I could just…capture one photograph or write one paragraph that meant something to one person, it would mean the world to me.

18. Do you have anything to worry or be scared about recently?
spm results. ugh. and music exams soon. other than that, i’m pretty happy go lucky nowadays. i wake up late, watch some crap on tv, bathe, eat, read, sleep late. i have a bad habit of sleeping late now eventhough i'm sleepy. on those nights, i stare at the ceiling and listen to the whirring of the fan. sometimes, if i'm lucky, the last thing i see before i fall asleep is the moon. it all depends on geographical factors that i'm not really sure about.

19. If the world is going to end, what will you do?
pray to god to ask for forgiveness. that would be all.

20. Do you feel uncomfortable talking about matters of excretion?
not if it’s done in a ‘hey! let me tell you a funny joke!’ kind of way. but yes, otherwise.

I tag:
every unlucky person who happens to stumble upon this entry. suckers! ;p