it's that time of month again, where my teeth hurt after a trip to the orthodontist

things that make me frown lately:

1) trying to play Mario, but instead having the game die on me
2) having a friend who messages about her love dilemma while i'm enjoying myself reading mushy Valentine's Day articles
3) waking up at odd hours in the morning (3 AM, 5:21 AM, etc etc) because my roommate set the clock, but won't wake up
4) thinking (or rather, trying to think) of a plausible research question for my EE
5) the fact that i will be spending the next weekend in a hutan somewhere.
6) opening facebook and discovering that it's all in malay now
7) opening facebook and discovering that i can't read in malay

lift your skinny fists like antennas to heaven

my dad expressed his plans to ditch his work and "do his own thing" during lunch. (my mum argued that "doing his own thing" is "okay" as long as it generates cash to keep the household afloat.) and from this i can make the assumption that he is:-

a) going through a mid-life crisis
b) insane. temporarily or otherwise.
c) hiding something from us.

so, um. if MARA suddenly combusts into thin air, i might need a place to stay.

PS:


i wish i knew this guy in real life.

look into the air

it goes against my very nature to simply transcribe the things i feel into strings of words, it's much too hard and sometimes things are too important to risk losing it in translation. i am not apologizing for being the way i am, but i am sorry if you can't accept that simple fact.

it's almost as silly as being forced to miss lessons and then write an essay about how we're supposed to avoid a one-time mistake due to unforeseen circumstances as punishment for coming to class four minutes late in the morning (and then hearing bull about it from your mentor. yeah thanks!)

(to say this past week has been dead tiring would be a fucking understatement.)


PS: if anyone has a copy of "the perks of being a wallflower" by stephen chbosky do let me know. i have the sudden urge to re-read it. please + thank you. :)