opgelet!

have you ever had one of those instances, when in the shower, you don't remember whether or not you've lathered yourself with soap? and you stand there, trying to remember if you have, and contemplating whether or not you should spend 2 minutes washing yourself because you're already late. but then you get really frustrated because you've already spent more time thinking whether or not you should wash with soap, than actually washing yourself with soap. so in the end you wash yourself really clumsily, because you wouldn't feel good otherwise. and by then you really really are late. gaah!

so i'm kind of stuck in that situation right now. i mean, not literally, obviously. but the general direction my life is taking, is kind of like standing in the middle of the shower, stuck between two choices. (i don't know why this is starting to sound really profound hah!)

hmm dee dum. semalam balik dari leicester, tidur pukul 9, bangun pukul 5, online sampai pukul 7ish, buat nota sampai 9ish, shopping till 4ish. it works pretty good, actually. the early to bed, early to rise part, i mean. not the part about general time wasting, nooo. the plan today was to sleep early, and wake up early tomorrow morning before lectures, but well, i guess it's a tad bit late for that?

thus! from now on, i vow to:

I) cover all, ALL, lecture notes before winter break. 18/12 (dublin and beyond yaww!). ini adalah supaya boleh berjalan dengan tenang (or gila-gila, depending on how you view it). lepas ni nak try tidur kat library lah, since it's open 24 hours now. bajet budak medic hardcore.

II) reply to text messages/emails promptly. nak avoid orang jadi bengang, malas nak layan drama pls

III) not shop anymore. till boxing day, that is. MUAHAHA

IV) try my hardest not to sleep during lectures.

V) actually follow the goals i've set.

besok nak pergi city and tukar jeans boleh tak. accidentally bought the longer-legged ones. bootcut, skinny, super skinny, boyfriend cut, regular; 28", 30", 32", 34"; sizes 00 to god knows what. susah la negara orang putih ni.