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are these the adverse effects of sleeping late? they aren't adverse per se, so i guess i could classify sleeping late as catalysts. i've had this feeling for days now, just bubbling under the surface, but not quite crossing that undefined threshold. my hands have itched to write, to draw, to take photographs and turn them into videos; to create an extension of myself. usually the need would simply quieten under the suppressing nature of slumber but alas, this is not one of those nights. perhaps i just needed some sort of validation, that i am more than the physiological nomenclature, and anatomical terms that i (try to) learn. that i am more than the mind-numbing routine of sitting in lectures amongst the masses, and sitting in the library in between lectures. validation that i, simply, am.

(and isn't that the most selfish thing you've ever heard?)

you are the best part of all the songs i love

today is the 11th of february, and Shahirah Alyssa turns 16! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY SISTER. i remember how mature and invicible i felt at sixteen, but rest assured that no matter how much older you get, you'll never surpass my level of awesomeness. if you're reading this, (either on this date or at a later date), know that i love you. also, stop being lazy and send me that damn e-mail already! muah muah. so i was looking at some of the pictures we took on my webcam and i think the pictures can be divided into three categories:-

1) us being cute

2) me being cute, you being all jkldsajlkads

3) you choking me

aah good times.

ok i think the fatigue has finally caught up with me. how long can a person last without sleep? theres so many things i need to do, but i just don't have the motivation to do them. i've been such a slacker lately, my groupmates have all these colourful diagrams of the heart and the nerves and whatevernot and all i have are some scribbles in pencils in the sidelines of my books. bah, humbug!